I am being tempted to drop everything and move around the world to work in a cafe. It's a strong temptation countered mainly by dull optimism. I am telling myself that I am achieving something. Not sure what it is but it's definitely worth achieving.

Part of the problem is living with these people. They have come from a all over the place to be here, they speak at least two languages each (most of them more) and have a lot of stories to tell. I... used to live in Leeds. And Lincoln.

This year is either going to hone my concentration to white hot professionalism, or break it completely and send me into the wind. I'd be happy either way, as long as a desicion is made quickly and without fuss.